This weekend was filled with waves of emotions. I kept crying and laughing... or both at the same time. I overreacted in so many situations that happened. I can't even control it though. I'm slowly losing myself or in the process of trying to figure out who I am... and it's so exhausting.

Yesterday, Connor and I went grocery shopping like a ( Read more... )

The more I wake up and go to school and go to these bullshit classes, the more I realize that what I'm doing everyday at school isn't for me. Yesterday at school was horrible. I just cried. I sat on a bench and cried hysterically on the phone with my mom. Yes, everyone was looking at me... but I really don't care. Seriously, I'm taking TWO ( Read more... )

Connor came to school with me today!  It was SO NICE to have someone to sit next to on the L.  Just to have his company throughout the day was so amazing.  He went to Psychology with me since there's like over 200 people in that class and he was just playing on my laptop while I had the pleasure to turn my head and sneak a kiss in during class :)   ( Read more... )

1. Connor's for 20 minutes :(
2. Pointless Day of School
3. Brookfield Public Library with Connor to spend last hour of community service with him CELEBRATE!
4. Lucky; poop on my carpet :O
5. Psychology Paper 8:00 PM - 12:15 AM :X

"That one night with the mexican food, the baseball, and the sex and the city... I realized how much I really love you and I can't stop thinking about you when I'm not with you" --CTS (Oct 7, 2008 8:06 AM.)
--That is one HELL of a text to wake up to!! Needless to say, I woke up with a huge smile on my face :) I mean, FUCK!! That text is so cute ( Read more... )

Connor came over this morning. His first class let out early 'cause I think his teacher was having a stroke, and his second class got cancelled 'cause the teacher never showed up. So the two of us got cheeseburgers from Kewpies and laid in bed watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire LOL I'm still trying to convince him to read the books, and ( Read more... )

Friday I went to school and attended ALL THREE CLASSES! I stopped by at Chad's to see his "puppy" that wasn't a puppy at all. More like, a full-grown German Shepherd! I went to Noodles and Company and bumped into the greatest person, Angela Gonzales. Then I went to Christian's house where Connor was. The two of them were watching the Sox game ( Read more... )

Is it a given that I didn't go to psychology today? 'Cause I'm not sure if I got that point through yet?

Instead, Connor and I went to Henry's Hotdogs for the bajillionth time LOL I can literally eat there EVERYDAY. I don't think it could ever get old. We went back to his house and watched the SOX game... then I left to go to my second class. ( Read more... )

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I went to Connor's in the morning. He convinced me to ditch my psych class... LOL --I like how I'm not even leaving class 15 minutes early. Now I'm just NOT going. I stayed with him till 2:30. He explained how baseball works for my ditzy-non-sport-brain since he insisted he watched the 2005 White Sox World Series for the umpteenth time. When I ( Read more... )