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[erin_joy_secord]

I'm pondering. That's what I've spent a lot of today doing. Really, I mean. When did things get so complicated? I don't just mean my life, I mean life in general. When did everything get so messed up, tangeled and jumbled together? It's like everything that you want to do, that's fun always has consequences. And no matter how severe, they never

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[s3lft1tl3d4u]

I worry about you a lot. And I have to admit I was semi-mad at you Friday night for being drunk. But it makes me feel like a hypocrite because I do that shit and all. And I've smoked and all. I still worry about you none the less. Like, I know your capeable of making your own choices, but sometimes it seems to me that you don't care sometimes, so those around you get to make them for you. I know thats not the kind of person you are though. I love you so very much. I don't want you to get hurt, and I don't want to lose you, in any form. Like whether it be as friends, or to lung cancer, or alcohol poisoning, or drugs, ot STD's

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[erin_joy_secord]

My choices are my own. So many things in my life are not in my control that when I do get to make choices, trust me, they are all made for my own resons. No one else's but my own. Destructive as they may be, they tend not to affect anyone but myself. And that's what's important. I would never put someone else in danger because of a descision that I make