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[erinmoubry]

I really miss home right now... home being the last two years. But there isn't really a place to miss. Because the people made that place and they are gone. I feel so alone here. Yea, there are friends, but I don't have a best friend here, I don't have someone that I know will be there for me no matter what. It feels like everyone here is so

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[jeffnelson]

aww erin, i think there's something in my eye... i definitely feel the floating through life thing too here at berkeley. thats a very good point about how stuff doesnt seem real because it doesnt get remembered. like i guess you need good friends that you can look back on what you do with, then stuff will seem real, because it will be remembered. it will get so much better next year though, cuz then you'll be one of those upperclassmen that come back sloshed and it will be fun...

[anonymous]

mouberry, i know exactly how you feel. i was walking back from classes yesterday trying to figure out where my life went. cause this isn't it... not that it isn't what i wanted, this just isn't real. every so often i'll do something and really have fun or feel like this is really happening, but for the most part i am way to disconnected. i think its just me trying to protect myself from being unhappy though... i fear the day i wake up and understand i'm stuck here for four years with no one who knows or cares about me. maybe it'll get better. but i'd have to wake up first. and i'm not sure i want to. i miss you. ~hadley