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i guess this conversation pretty much describes our whole year long relationship. he cant even spell out p-l-e-a-s-e...ugh
celery cake: i want to let you know that everything these past few days has been real for me. ive felt real passion, and love, and cared for you so much. i was letting myself fall for you again. i know you could see in my eyes how much i was starting to adore you - more then i had in manny many months. i guess God wanted to show me, tell me that this was not right though...
Auto response from Cougfootball: feel like shit ... going to sleep:-\
celery cake: and that thought, that God is looking out for me, is the only one that is keeping me sane right now as i rack my brain trying to figure out how i was so blind and how i let a liar and a cheat walk back into my life and into my heart. im dying to call you, to forgive you and im not going to lie, im crushed. i am really and truly crushed. i feel like my heart just got broken all again. your mistake is forgivable. you calling her, texting her, seeing her, even dating her is all forgivable. you lying about it (twice) and deleting messages- deliberatly hiding things from me is not. all trust, all respect i
Cougfootball: it was really dumb of me to do that
Cougfootball: you kinda put me on the spot and i fluked
Cougfootball: i swear to you i have not been trying to play games
Cougfootball: these past days have been real for me to
Cougfootball: i feel soo happy around you
celery cake: had for you is gone. the love for you is not, but at the moment i am putting it aside because this, this pain, this destruction, is not what i need right now (or ever) in my life. i hope you change. i hope that maybe this caitlen thing will work out for you, but when it does- i only ask that you please treat her WITH RESPECT . it will go a long way. our friendship cannot continue either, because my friends are always honest with me. i am writing this to you out of sadness, and loss of hope, not because i am angry with you. i am just crushed that the possibility of reconciliation will never be.
celery cake: goodnight
Cougfootball: erin.. plss talk to me
celery cake: i want to let you know that everything these past few days has been real for me. ive felt real passion, and love, and cared for you so much. i was letting myself fall for you again. i know you could see in my eyes how much i was starting to adore you - more then i had in manny many months. i guess God wanted to show me, tell me that this was not right though...
Auto response from Cougfootball: feel like shit ... going to sleep:-\
celery cake: and that thought, that God is looking out for me, is the only one that is keeping me sane right now as i rack my brain trying to figure out how i was so blind and how i let a liar and a cheat walk back into my life and into my heart. im dying to call you, to forgive you and im not going to lie, im crushed. i am really and truly crushed. i feel like my heart just got broken all again. your mistake is forgivable. you calling her, texting her, seeing her, even dating her is all forgivable. you lying about it (twice) and deleting messages- deliberatly hiding things from me is not. all trust, all respect i
Cougfootball: it was really dumb of me to do that
Cougfootball: you kinda put me on the spot and i fluked
Cougfootball: i swear to you i have not been trying to play games
Cougfootball: these past days have been real for me to
Cougfootball: i feel soo happy around you
celery cake: had for you is gone. the love for you is not, but at the moment i am putting it aside because this, this pain, this destruction, is not what i need right now (or ever) in my life. i hope you change. i hope that maybe this caitlen thing will work out for you, but when it does- i only ask that you please treat her WITH RESPECT . it will go a long way. our friendship cannot continue either, because my friends are always honest with me. i am writing this to you out of sadness, and loss of hope, not because i am angry with you. i am just crushed that the possibility of reconciliation will never be.
celery cake: goodnight
Cougfootball: erin.. plss talk to me