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[erinthewanderer]

so many mood swings lately. with luck i'm where i feel like i am in this process. biggest regret i have at this point is that i feel like i'm never going to get to repay her for all she has done for me. i was leeching for a long time in anticipation of giving back, but we never got there

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[astrosnik]

Well, poop. But a relationship shouldn't be based on expectations of "payment", so hopefully you're square. : (

[erinthewanderer]

this is just how i feel. i'm pretty sure she doesn't expect anything out of me. i guess i could ask her, but i figure it's better just to let her tell me if/when she wants to. i dunno, i'm kind of out of ideas on the whole mess at this point.