I don't know how to let go, but I have to because the longer I hold on the more it hurts - it's like I'm on a rope, and I'm swinging over a ravine so deep I can't see the bottom. I don't know what's down there and it scares me. And I think that if I can just hold on to that rope - just pull myself to the top - then everything will be better; I ( Read more... )

This post will be graphic so if you're actually planning on reading it there will be lots of talk of blood and pus and vomit and swearing worse than any sailor could manage ( Read more... )

Well, it would seem for the first time in a long while things actually might be working out the way I want them to/ I’m not positive as of yet - give me a month and I’ll know for sure ( Read more... )

Been finding it a bit difficult to update lately because I’m not staying at home at the moment, I’m still at Riku’s and there’s usually too much going on for me to find time to run onto Livejournal and update. Still, things happened the other night and I need a place to just talk away without worrying about certain people picking up on it; it’s ( Read more... )

Never. Fucking. Playing. Again.

♥X♥

Well, my date with Mark didn't go as bad as I expected it, which is really a good thing. I was really worried that it'd get fucked up in one way or another; maybe that's just normal dating paranoia, but it turned out well (for the most part ( Read more... )

Another Hikago fic, this one I wrote absolutely AGES ago (before Fallen Gardenia). It's on total crack hehe.

( ♥ Onward to Crack!Fic ♥ )

Ok, I know that I said I wasn't going to post another To Do list but, you know, I lied. So, here's stuff I need to definitely do this week. And if I don't stick to this list and have them all crossed out by the end of next month I want everyone to kick my ass ^-^

♥ This Weeks Aims ♥

♥ Apply for many many jobs.
♥ Find an outfit for tomorrow ( Read more... )

Anyone who knows anything about me will find the next statement rather shocking, so if you're amongst those people (which most of you people who can read this are) then I'd suggest that you prepare yourself ( Read more... )

A little fic I found while clearing out my LJ today. I remember writing it ages and ages ago as part of a fic challenge; the challenge word was Petal hehe. Anyway, it's a Hikaru no Go and kinda crappy, but what the hell.

( ♥Onward to Crap!Fic♥ )