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[eriszi24]

I think that's it. After spending time IMing last night which turned into a HUGE fight, and an hour on the phone today, we're left with Chris still not being able to give me much of a straight answer. He doesn't know what he wants right now. He doesn't know if it's worth it. Apparently, to him, i'm not worth it. I finally let out EVERYTHING

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[laceybean]

Im sorry you're going through this sweetie, but you're being VERY level headed about it. If you need to e-mail me, call me, WHATEVER, please dont hesitate to do so. I'm thinking about you.

[pnklily84]

Good for you for understand your priorities and that you need to make YOU happy. I'm so excited for your swimming season..I'm going to be like your personal groupie! Best of luck with everything, I know it's not easy, but you are a strong woman.

[_morninglight]

I had a cyst the day I left Georgia this summer, and I know how painful it is when they burst! I had no idea what was going on, and the doctor's thought it was my appendix at first. Hopefully you won't have anymore! Are you on birth control? That's supposed to help... although I was on one that might have caused me to have one. Good luck with Chris. I'm glad you're going to let him be in charge now. You've made the efforts.. it's his time to try.

[jenlindsey05]

I'm here if you need me, I really hope you find happiness. (:
Love Linds