I just found out the results of my friend Heidi's autopsy and toxocology, which took 12 weeks for the state of Mississippi to produce. She suffered from a cardiac arythmia--heart attack--toxocology clean. At the age of 26, the most beautiful girl I ever knew, my best friend of 18 years, who couldn't take care of herself and wouldn't let anyone help ( Read more... )

So, I am up late again, not able to sleep. Not because anything is bothering me, but because my chest hurts something awful. It feels like somone is pressing down on it, and I have a deep, bark-like cough and an itchy throat. Could this be the beginning of an illness such as bronchitis??? Well my dears, I must say yes, I do believe it is. I am ( Read more... )

I CAN'T SLEEP. ERIK...DARNIT...HOPE YOU ARE SLEEPING BETTER NOW...HOPE YOU ARE ALL SLEEPING WELL ( Read more... )

THE BASICS ( Read more... )

I was about to go to sleep, and I was reading People magazine for the week of MARCH 7, last week, and guess who got People's critic's choice award for fiction ( Read more... )

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I have been having some life issues lately, like this past week--confusion, depression, questions, counseling, crying-- over all kinds of stuff-- things I constantly think about or things that have happened or that I worry about or about hurting others vs. helping others. the list goes on and on...and it might be that I just stress myself out and ( Read more... )

*clears throat ( Read more... )

Phillip....are you ever going to burn The Killers cd for me or am I going to have to buy it?

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Tomorrow is the end of the world. What five things would you do? Typical answers do not count i.e. no, “I’d spend it with my family,” or,”tell the people I love that I love them,” and definitely no, “I’d screw like a tweaked-out rabbit,” even if those are, indeed, the things you would do. Who, after all, would not? Be original, be creative, but be ( Read more... )