im going to l.a. for my tat give my a line kat,destruct-o

still kinda sick still annoyed but ive been getting better whatever i nned a bassist now!,destruct-o

ive been sick for the last two days this sucks i need to feel better i puked out of every hole in my body i wanna feel better and joe why are you going to riverside is your friend not a fan of clean girls with teath? oh well i need sleep and i gotta find a new amp sadly i still need a basist love,destruct-o

i make bad descions but still i dont get most of my bad choices but in the end im gonna have to make this life for me i know what i want but i dont know how to get but like that old german song goes the future is not ours to see love,destruct-o

i seem to know less and less what to do with myself i feel odd alot and i dont really get surprised anymore maybe ive just accepted being an outcast in some weird way i dont wanna be alone but i do nothing to change it i seem to want an embrace from one of the female gender but dont understand how not too screw it up i wanna know if love is even an ( Read more... )

i miss her and the city by the ocean so much i seem to miss every gentle sight of her smiling back at me in the middle of the night those beautiful blue eyes with the dim light reflecting off them making love to that girl was a beautiful experience it was life changing iam more alive thanks to her i still love her so much i get this deap fealing of ( Read more... )

i went to l.a. gave her a call and left a message and repeatedly called and nothing so whatever she wants me to compinsate from 200 miles away real imature and pointless if im never coming back why force a wedge between me and my life separation is the best thing here (i shake my head i dont know what to say i see my chance to turn and walk away i ( Read more... )

i cant seem to understand the female gender and their lust for vain desires i really cant they same to not care of anyone but themselves in rational thought it is if the only way the world exists is that they created it its like some reminiscent show about a particular zone of twilight is reality based on them?(bahahahahahahahaha)NO!! it isnt they ( Read more... )

well here it is only the first day into the new year and im here at the computer reflecting back on this last year i have grown up real fast the first thing this year granted me was a real relathionship (the only one ive ever cared about)i actually found a person i could love (god knows like everything else i found a way to wreck it)i also was ( Read more... )

where can i start on my life its been diffenetly strange to say the least iam second generation so cal punk iam one of very few people left in it that were there in the 80's (kinda funny that i was born in the mid eighties)i and a few others have never stepped into a hot topic or paid for ripped or "worn" jeans or walked into a record shop(oh by ( Read more... )