I am tired. I want to go to bed but not really. I really want Nathaniel to play GTA but he is sitting at his computer. I have decided to go back on my diet today. I have actually done pretty well for today. I bought some Slim Fast so at least i will be able to eat something for breakfast. Sometimes my head goes really crazy and i dont feel that i ( Read more... )

Well it is Sunday, quick cap on the weekend. Friday night was ok, stayed up longer than I wanted but met some new people and had a good time. Saturaday fun until i got back to my dorm ready to go to bed and there were still people here, which wasnt a problem just surprise. They did an amazing job on the door and they seem to always have a good ( Read more... )

Yeah so a lot has happened. It seems that sometimes that I don't even know what is going on anymore. I guess i am just going to keeping trying to make the best of my situations. I know that in the end everything is going to be fine but i just wish i could see the end in site ( Read more... )

I heard these lyrics this weekend. Good Charlotte's Say Anything ( Read more... )

After quite possibly the most horrible days of my life. I think that i am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. It seems as if God just granted me peace about everything. I hope that it last. My friendship will not end and i am going to get a new roommate. I hope i keep seeing things in this light. Hopefully this will be the best for ( Read more... )

I have been awake since 10, after staying up really late last night. I had an Ok time last night. I wich we all could have mingle more. But somepeople just dont mix well. I spent the whole night trying to entertain Erin because she felt completely left out. So i didnt really get to talk to anyone else ( Read more... )

Today i collected over 70 blank cds from the red and black. I did not steal them from papers i simply picked them up and looked around for where people dropped them. I went to like every red and black box that i knew. At one box I had a girl help me pick them up. She was awesome. Earlier Nathaniel told me that i would be his hero if i could get ( Read more... )

It is 8:04 in the morning, and I believe it or not just got back from a 2 mile run. I am so tired. I am about ot have a shower after this. I was not going to have the time to do it today so I went ahead and did it this morning. Today I have Stat Lab at least until 4 then i have a meeting at 5:30 and there was no way to go and feel like i had ( Read more... )

I need to go to bed it is late and i want to get up early in the morning so i can run. Nathaniel after studying at the SLC has decided that he wanted to post a live journal so i followed suit. Today was ok. THe rain is here and i feel like it is here to stay. I wish the sun woudl come out, or at least quit raining. I am going to see Nathaniel's ( Read more... )

I was home for the week-end, oh joy. It actually wasnt that bad i got to listen to my ipod a lot and hang out with my mom. I love my mom. Sometimes i think that she is the only person that understands me and i never would ever want to do anything that would disappoint her. Sometimes I just feel that i just need to wait. Nathaniel told me tonight ( Read more... )