fuck it

I used to be a pretty huge Metallica fan. I had all their albums except for St. Anger, the bastard child of their discography. So when I saw that my tech guy had put their newest album on my new computer, I decided I'd give it a listen, I'd heard the first single on the radio and I liked it enough to give the album a try in spite of their more ( Read more... )

I recently had a really interesting conversation beauty and its impermanence. Said conversation happened at 1:30 in the morning at the travis elementary park while looking at the sky, and I think it was one of the more agreeable experiences I've had in my life. It occurred to me that beauty is almost inherently impermanent, since the most beautiful ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while. Now I have.

Man, it would be so cool if everything just worked out perfectly all the time.

I have been really content lately. It's really nice, I haven't been worrying nearly as much as I usually do, I'm really enjoying life right now. Hooray!

I have a tattoo now. I like it.

Chances are, if you're reading this, you already know that I'm kind of a wreck. I've got some stress issues, some residual emo left over from 8th and 9th grade, and the most brutally fucking masochistic subconscious ever. I think I just needed to write that. I'd like to write more, but I'm really fucking tired. Wanna go to Agora later today?

I just wrote something new. That is such a fantastic feeling, I haven't really written anything good in a long time. I really like the way it feels, it's just two chords and some vocal melody, most of which is so far improv, but I am so happy. I'm not sure if I should try to write a lead guitar part or just start recording and use whatever I play ( Read more... )

On thursday I bought 2 cds: John Mayer's Continuum, and Dir en grey's Withering to death. I listened to the John Mayer first, because I felt like something peaceful that day, and I love it. I am just now starting to listen to the Dir en grey and I really like it. They're a Japanese metal band. It's a little bit metalcore, but they mix that with ( Read more... )