Relationships based upon secrets ( Read more... )

I spend most of my time. stuck in my own thoughts.

id like to thank my shizy for the new layout<3 she rawks my world. luffies dawlface. xoxxo.

before i saw you, you totally rawked my stars....i could talk to you for hours and hours or sit in silence with nothing to say and still be happy jus to know you. after the first time i saw you the feeling was amplified times 100 and i felt something not only for the words you spoke but for the mirror image i saw in front of me, you were gorgeous: ( Read more... )

You say you don't understand me, but i'm merely running from battles I dont wanna fight.Sometimes i wanna just erase you and everything we had but then sometimes I get to thinking about how things were when I was completely addicted to you. You were the one I chose to feed me pain and I can honestly say you did the best you could. Now im stuck ( Read more... )

Ha. yeah so i totally sprained my ankle and im in a splint and on crutches. I'm totally hopeless lol. I've been talking to ashley a lot lately, she's hella cool and I can't wait to see her this summer. Her boss totally kicks ass and i might even have a job if i move to missouri lol. Me and linny havent talked lately i miss her, but we're talking ( Read more... )

I feel like for the first time in a long time i've got my shit together. I got a great girl, my school is going okay and i'm managing to stay alive some how. I just wish I still kept in touch with a couple people i've lost contact with over the past couple of months or so. I guess I just have a fucked up way of TRYING to show people I care.

I dont have the answers to the questions you're assuming I should answer for you. How can I posess the answers to provide to you when I can't even provide them for myself. I placed you on a pedastal, to sparkle and shine the brightest you could, but after some time went by, the glitter no longer glistened and the sparkles no longer lit your eyes so ( Read more... )

Id give anything to have one thing I could hold onto.

my memory pains me, reminds me of things I should have long forgotten. You being one of them.

Reality is really just a fucked up dream
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Comotose is the only way I know how to live without you.

I cannot take what I don't have, but u can't stop me from trying. You left me here, feeling vunerable, but the tone in your voice said it's over. I still keep up with you from time to time, reading your thoughts, your feelings, from a page instead of being around when you feel them. A light conversation of howwasyourday i used to take for granted ( Read more... )