i give up, i can't fight this. i'm tired.

i promised i'd love you for a long time, i can't help but keep my promise. i'll love you for the rest of my life
and just get over the idea that its never going to be as good as when i kissed you
i know you don't feel the same

i'm done

i don't deserve to feel like this. i was just trying to be a nice guy ( Read more... )

i am a bad person

did you have one of those dreams, i lived mine once and know its all i dream. i'm gonna make my own life better, it starts with a tattoo next week (marvel logo!) this week i get my provisional licence to drive then i'm outta here lol nah, i'm here for a little longer. my plan is going great, lost some people along the way but they're welcome to ( Read more... )

i'm going to go the most incredible adventure, i will run far away from home. set sail into the sea and not come back for the longest time.
how? the bank has approved me a loan of ten thousand pounds, with i'm going to put a deposit on a ship; a two/three person sailing ship. then i will get a job at the coast, get transfered to another branch of ( Read more... )

k, so i don't know about any of your guys who may read this' homelands but in my particular area of england snow like this isn't too common these days. i guess snow doesn't really matter to people anymore, but it tends to bring out the best in the good...and me being somewhat of a good guy i play in the snow...as you can see

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mmm-kay, decided to be a little less self pitying. we're still friends which means the world to me, it really does. and i'll be fine once i stop wanting to be with her, which could take a while but oh well lol i'll always love her, but it can in a friends way if it has to be. not going to get as down anymore i think ( Read more... )

she's just like lauren, use me to get over your ex then leave me when you realise its not working. she isn't even glad we got some time together. i want to wake up with her again so much, i want to kiss her and i want her to want me to and want me too. (clever word play)i love cheering them up, but when i got down they weren't there for me like i ( Read more... )

i hate to my very bones, waking up alone. i mean nothing to the only person i want to mean something to, and she doesn't care. she loves someone else who is a milion worse than me, but she doesn't want to be with him coz he sucks and thats what upsets her, because she can't be with him. she couldn't care less that she's not with me ( Read more... )

i'm at a real low, she hates me because i'm not my old self and i'm not because she hates me. it only gets to me so much because i love her. i miss her