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[erroneusfelon]

as most of you can tell, I've been feeling pretty crappy... I've been trying to find ways to make myself feel better... I've been biking everywhere I can, trying to get more exercise in my life... except for the occasional (like once a week) bowl shared with the brother, I haven't been smoking pot

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[almosttruth]

why don't you talk to your doctor about then and switch meds? it sounds like a chemical imbalance. switch to something else and give that a shot.

[erroneusfelon]

that is what I'm planning on talking to him about... I'm sure that he will bring up several options besides just getting off of drugs entirely... one other thing I'm hoping to talk to him about is marijuana... it's helped me feel much better than the drugs ever have...

[almosttruth]

hrm. that's interesting because an ex bf of mine would smoke herb and be totally productive. it helped him to focus on his work and tune everything else out (which is NOT what it did for me). perhaps it'll become the new ritalin?

[viral_solution]

I have mad crazy bi-polar type screws loose in my brain. I get super fucking violent when I get depressed, not toward myself, toward others. I'm a flighty, obnoxious twit when I'm manic. I've been unmedicated for over a year now and am so much better. It turend out that the meds were making my mood swings worse so we got rid of those. Then, once I got into a place where I was happy and felt safe I didn't feel out of control anymore. Keep working with the meds and doing what you are doing. Exercise works wonders. Good luck with the job scene, that helps as well. I'll be thinking of ya ;)

[erroneusfelon]

thanks darling... I definately feel that there's something wrong chemically in my head, and I'm hoping that the drugs will help with that part... I do want to try getting off them once things get better...