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Independence
Today marks a new "firsts" in my road to adulthood. Due to circumstances beyond my control, I am now officially cut-off from any financial help from my parents. It is part of my test on being a full-pledged adult. This means I have to pay for my own food, pay for my house and electric bills, and pay for my excessive gimmick expenses.
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Paranoia
Maybe my immaturity was just hiding itself, waiting for the next opportunity to strike. I don't know. I have this nagging feeling that something might go wrong. Call me paranoid, but the feeling stayed on for quite a bit, that I lost some valuable sleep hours over it ( Read more... ) -
Chase
I woke up sweating. It was 4 in the morning when I had a vivid recollection of a nightmare. It was a chase. My memories were remembering a silhouette that I was running away from. Yet, it keeps pulling me back, magically, beside him. It would laugh hard as I start running away again. I felt it was like a game, where a boss character keeps on ( Read more... ) -
38 Weeks
It seemed like I haven't blogged anything for 38 weeks. That's not true, though. I have decided last May 2008 to restart the way I blog in a Multiply site that I'm using for 38 weeks.
http://statusquoante.multiply.com
There were reasons for the great move, one of them was to refresh my attitude towards my life. Error in syntax had been my companion ( Read more... ) -
Work
"The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure"
-- Work by Jimmy Eat World
Things are never the same, no matter how we illusion ourselves to the opposite. We are changing, constantly, and unforseen. The status quo is just an escape from reality. What 'we' are today, is ( Read more... ) -
Quote of the Day IX
"But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts."
--Ghost of a Good Thing by Dashboard Confessional
It is like saying, move on, move on. Stop chasing. You might never know, that while you're chasing, someone much better is getting away from you. Again.
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Panahon ng Kahinaan
Warning: Yet just another tagalog emo post.
Umuulan.
Dinig ko sa labas ang pabugso bugsong patak ng tubig, tila nang-iinis, tila nagpapakita ng masamang pangitain.
Hindi raw ako maaring lumabas, sabi ng ulan. Masaya siya, dahil hindi nga naman talaga puwede. Sa oras na ito, karapat dapat lamang sa akin ay humiga at pumikit. Ngunit, yun na lamang ang ( Read more... ) -
Quote of the Day VIII
"And it's you I see, but you don't see me.
And it's you I hear, so loud and clear.
I sing it loud and clear.
And I'll always be waiting for you,.
So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you,
But you never even seen me."
--Shiver by Coldplay
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Quote of the Day VII
"Sometimes you just want to quit when things start hurting you. You want to leave everything as it is before the pain gets worse...
But once you remember how much you've prayed, how much you really wanted it, and why you were fighting for it in the first place, hope comes back into your heart and maybe, just maybe..
It is worth going this far.."
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Photo Ops: World Pyrolympics 2008
Hello fellow multiplyers and friends!
Who among you is interested in a gimik/gala/lakwatsa and also a photo shoot for the World Pyrolympics 2008? Wala lang, the idea popped in my head as I was reading a forum about photography and suddenly wanted to take pictures of the fireworks display.
Here is the schedule for the 2008 Pyrolympics
May 3 China ( Read more... )