i am totally creeped out and paranoid right now. it feels like people are all around watching me...

i really wish that i had more to do on weekends. i end up sitting around thinking about how i have no direction ( Read more... )

my feet are sore, i haven't had to walk this much in a few months it seems. i'll give a real update when i don't need to sleep so desperately.

so today i had to work, it was cool though cause i was a lead packer instead of just packing. i got to play around with a little laptop computer thing. it had a touchscreen and was really neato. i ended up staying an hour late to varsity ship some packages, i got maybe like 1/8th of it done before my supervisor sent me home ( Read more... )

why do people want to make plans to hang out if they aren't going to hang out. i am so sick of people being total assholes and ditching me. i realize i'm not the most entertaining, exciting, funniest, coolest, etc. but you don't need to pretend to be a friend. if you like me thats great, i love to have friends. if you don't like me, well thats fine ( Read more... )

i was totally ready to call out of work today if the roads were bad. the roads were perfectly clear, but i still called out of work anyway. so instead of working i spent all morning reading the da vinci code. after i got to about page 397 i put it down and went over to kerri's apartment. we went to taco bell/kfc in windham. i downed like 5 tacos. i ( Read more... )

work was awesome today, not because it was acctually awesome but because i was on the sorter today. hooray for that. i missed the premier of the new season of alias last night, i was all excited about it too.

laurel called me today, i didn't pick up, i don't want to talk to her.

i am so getting sick of work. anyway, today was very uneventful. i worked and then i came home. i had a sandwich from subway for dinner. i think the highlight of my day was that i got to see christie.

last night was fun. i went to kerri's and had a few drinks. she wanted to get me drunk, i feel bad for her cause she didn't. anyway we got up and went to micky d's. i haven't been there in somewhere between 5 and 8 years. it wasn't bad though. i had a mcgriddle with bacon and cheese, but no egg cause egg is gross ( Read more... )

laurel just called and the shit hit the fan. its over.