To give myself the credibility of being capable of loving and being loved in return was perhaps my biggest mistake, considering the only example I've had is my parents. It's almost frightening how much my parents' relationship mimics the one I had so well. And now I have to wonder if there's more relationships just like that waiting for me ( Read more... )

I see the picture clear now, the fog has lifted ( Read more... )

Things that make you Happy ( Read more... )

Well. I think a tiny bit of self-esteem has finally come back to me. I finally, FINALLY, for the first time this year got 100% on a test/quiz. In Algebra of all things, the one class I literally sleep through 80% of the time. And of course today after the initial 'Yay, I aced it!' reaction, I conked out on my desk. And I breezed through the ( Read more... )

Homecoming dinner was.. uneventful. I was envious of my friends' corsages, but that's okay 'cause MIROKU is going to get me one. (I hope you're happy now ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat HaulErumina goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Naughty Nurse ;o.angelwingedelf gives you 13 light green banana-flavoured jawbreakers.boredumbrella gives you 5 pink grapefruit-flavoured gummy bats.desired_souls gives you 3 mauve mint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.edahs gives you 18 mauve passionfruit-flavoured ( Read more... )

You know. I'm trying really hard here to be happy. And I'm trying really hard not to pick myself apart every time I look in the mirror. And I'm trying -really- hard to look at the cup as half full instead of half empty and all that stuff.

But it's just. Not. Working.

~'Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.'~

--Murphy's Laws

Oh snap. What's this? I'm following the main stream?

Why, yes. I got a MySpace.

~'What about love?'
'Overrated. Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of chocolate.'~

--The Devil's Advocate

Just watched Advent Children.

I don't know what to say other than that... I'm in love. ;___; Gin is too.

( CLOUD! <3 )

( Because this is just so much more productive than homework. )