Now you're not here
Just made the really stupid decision to listen to 'Forever Autumn' and I am in pieces. It's a lovely song but the words are just too apposite and I can see that they will always remind me of Mum. She loved everything about nature and I can't see any of it without thinking how much she would want to be here to enjoy it. She loved sport too and I am finding it difficult to watch the news about the Olympics and the UK hosting the world athletics. I know she was so looking forward to that.
Tomorrow will be exactly one month since we lost her. In some ways it's easier to cope with and in other ways it's more difficult. I'm going to try to focus on making a tribute to her. But I probably won't be including 'Forever Autumn' in the music.
Tomorrow will be exactly one month since we lost her. In some ways it's easier to cope with and in other ways it's more difficult. I'm going to try to focus on making a tribute to her. But I probably won't be including 'Forever Autumn' in the music.