Who knows how to make love stay?
   1. Tell love you are going to Junior's Deli on
Flatbush Avenue in Brooklyn to pick up a cheese-
cake, and if love stays, it can have half. It will stay.
   2. Tell love you want a momento of it and obtain a
lock of its hair. Burn the hair in a dime-store incense
burner with yin/yang symbols on three sides. Face
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All my thoughts are using my dreams to attack me.
I am hating going to sleep.
And what will happen with out you?
You anchor me.

oops, again.
but oh, well.
maybe next time
in the other life,
with your other half.
the one that doesn't
know yet.
I can promise,
I'm always off time.

call it a date?

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spent $400
and 4 hours
and it did hurt a bit.

but definitely worth all of that.

another new year
I only hope for some fresh starts
maybe everyone who needs to
can forgive me.
Then we can drink into 2008
together.

Do you remember Christmas break
We hung out almost every day
And I can honestly say 
I feel back in love with you.

Your hair is my favorite
Sometimes I really miss it
Maybe I'm being stupid
Or just a little sentimental.

I know you've made some new friends
And I have made some new friends
And we still have the old friends
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How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not ( Read more... )

Fuck these stupid thoughts,
and desires.
I just want them to go away.
Or I want something to happen.
But that is hard to decide.

I just want to talk to someone
the way I can talk to you.
But I don't talk to you anymore
and I guess that is the problem.

And, oh well
because nothing
is ever the same.
Except for the things
that don't change.

It was so good to see your face.
But it's so hard not to want more.
I guess it just takes time.
Or maybe it will never change.