"the angel closes her eyes..."

[escapethruyou]

Sometimes I'm glad and know it's probably for the best, sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself. It hurts and I'm confused. I have mixed thoughts and feelings and try to think what I want and hope that if I think something long enough I will believe it. Kinda like a lie that you tell over and over and eventually think it's really true.

Comments

[l_o_s_t_dreams]

Hey, Meg- what's going on in this post? What are you talking about? Rob? I hope everything is okay, and if not- I hope things get better. I've always got mixed thoughts, because I'm really lonely... it sucks. Tell me what's going on...
im sorry hun <3
Chels

[escapethruyou]

your guess is right. and its not like it was one sided so it should be easier than it is. but its not. its hard being alone after so long. hah. but dont worry about me, I'll live....

Lonelyness

[nakedintherain2]

:-). You're not the only one that's been alone Megan. I've been there, done that for a year, and it's tough. And sometimes I still find myself lonely, even though I've been home for nearly nine months. It's ok to feel lonely, cos you've still got us mates here. Even though I'm about 12,000 miles away (see, I converted km to mi's, cos I'm a nice Australian :-D), I'm just an email away.

Smile...