I don't only feel small by the ocean...

[escapethruyou]

Some people just always make you feel stupid and worthless, so i always wondered if I really was or not because thats how I was treated. maybe it's not like that......

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[l_o_s_t_dreams]

You're not stupid, and you're not worthless, woman! People who like to put other people down like that are flat out insecure or unhappy about themselves for some odd reason. I'm sorry about what you are going through right now. I've been through it too, and I know how much it sucks.Let me say this much though- we are very young. It sucks taking TIME, because at a time like this, it goes by sooo slow. Time is amazing though. It will help. Everything happens for a reason, and if it's meant to be- it will be. Everything you can pull yourself through will only make you stronger in the end and for the future. If everything isn't right right now... then it's not the end so don't worry :) because everything is always right in the end :)
<3 Chels

[escapethruyou]

its kinda crazy, we both went through almost the exact same kinda thing, and with cousins. thats really fucked up. but maybe cousins are like cousins and are the same, when people like us just want to have fun, right? so it all works out for the best. they can be as boring as they want, and we can just be our selves and not worry about what others think, and just have a damn good time!......just trying to fell better

[l_o_s_t_dreams]

You're totally right.... when I was with Joseph he was "straight edge" and we didn't do a whole lot which sometimes made me upset and think about things. i knew he was straight edge and i didnt want to change that... that's who he "was". my feelings slowly started going away and it was one of those relationships that just went a lot longer than it should have. now he is a complete dick to me and drinks and smokes all the time i hear. anyway- it was clear from the beginning... we just weren't right for each other. we are complete opposite. my other biggest thing with joseph was that he was never motivated for everything. why did you and rob break up?

[escapethruyou]

pretty much the same reason. But he didnt really want a girlfriend, he likes to hang out with the "guys". And we just werent right, I always wanted to go do something, and he just wanted to sit at home by himself.