erikalicious02: i hope you make him blivious
i am in need of a boy.
a cute one please.
preferably mannerly.
im flexible here.
even if its strictly platonic, fine.
a cute one please.
preferably mannerly.
im flexible here.
even if its strictly platonic, fine.
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this crush is taking over way too much time.
i hardly know him...
but i cant get him out of my head.
i would settle for friendship and all,
but i want love, or something wonderful...
i dont care if it is just 1 hour of some beautiful connection,
i feel like i have this void that needs to be filled with something beautiful.
maybe this crush has become so intense because it is the
most likely source of fulfillment?
i guess im just lonely.
i miss my friends and being around beautiful people...
i feel like i need to be more. nothing is ever good enough. no one ever pressures me, yet i never feel good enough. everything needs to be perfect.
i want freedom. i want someone that makes me feel beautiful- and not because they tell me i am, but because i feel it in my heart.
my body is sick. i look awful. and i know im doing it to myself.
i know when im in indiana everything will be better.
i can only hope it will.
but what if i cant be beautiful anymore... i dont want to grow up...
i just want to love and be loved.
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We're going to have to do A LOT of hanging out over Christmas break.
This may include:
a walk or two in the freezing cold.
you coming over while i subject you to ridiculously relaxing music
you coming over to watch movies all covered in blankets
you coming over to have a nice theraputic conversation
i miss our talks on the phone, even though i kind of hate talking on the phone :)
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although i hate talking on the phone too, i miss our talks as well
and im heading to indiana in january... only a month and a half away!
give me a call when you are around.
oh, and i think that when we hang out we should do something in the christmas spirit...
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