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i know i said i wasn't posting anything for awhile, but

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[punkemon13]

congratulations

[jafsica]

Good Job

[jafsica]

Do you believe in God?
I want to believe in God, but I don't know how.
If that makes sense at all?

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i believe that there is a God, yes. it took me forever too, but once the evidence was opened up for me further, i took advantage and learned a ton more. i guess it isn't really knowing how, just realizing that you won't ever fully understand him. Like, consider this: God is at a whole higher level than we are, so how would we ever fully understand something that is obviously out of our capacity? Just think about how ridiculous it would be for us to try to explain to a chemically developed flower or something it's existence. Of course it wouldn't understand. that's where the obvious idea of faith comes in. i guess one of the main things that made me begin to have faith was why should i continue to disbelieve in God and put forth so much energy in disproving Him when it obviously isn't working and ends up making me feel more empty and depressed? i needed something...desperately. and i am still not anywhere near fully believing everything i would like to, but i have begun. the doors are open, and i just keep finding out more

[jafsica]

that's cool.

my dad is very dissappointed in me because i'm not a christian.
(and i'm not saying you can't not be a christian and believe in god, if that makes sense?)
but he's a christian.
and, arg, i've just really let him down.
i can't really explain it.