I need a new friend.

[eschatus]

I really wish I had someone I could talk to

Comments

[padmapani56]

Well hello there! You don't know me, I have been on lj since 2 years and once in a while I chose randomly new friends. Clicking on random user finds I found this lj and I read that you could use new friends. I am from Holland, got plenty of friends but one more is always welcome. I sense so much darkness in your lj so I try to uplift some of it by adding you as a friend on my lje friend-list. See if I can do something to bring more light into your life. Just as a friend. I am a Lightworker and I love bringing that little spark of light to people who need it. Special at this time of the year. Let me know if you are interested in having another lj-friend. I send you some light and peace. Namasté, from Holland.

Thanks

[eschatus]

You have been added. :) The way things feel right now, some extra light is more than welcome.

I always try to spread good feelings to my nearest and friends. Even to people I don't know. But you need to have hope yourself in order to give it to others, and right now I'm beginning to get seriously worried that I'm running out.

Thank you for making my day a little brighter. :')

Re: Thanks

[padmapani56]

No thanks needed, I do just what my heart says and try always to follow my own truth. I am a follower of Buddha, whose path has saved me from very depressed feelings myself, if you navigate through my lj you will find that my life has not been easy, incest, alchohol, a suicide attempt, etc. I have found out by shame and scandal that it is not necessary to stay in that pitch dark cellar for the rest of your life. I go by different names on lj, I have many communities here, but the name padmapani means lotus bearer and a lotus grows to the surface trhough mud and dark waters. This is exactly who I am now. I have surfaced. And you're very welcome.

[facewitha_moon]

I don't think it is so much that you are married but that the older/more mature you get, the more difficult it is to connect with people. That is just what I have found. It isn't imposible but it doesn't occur as easily or often. Anyway, feel free to give me a shout if you need to vent etc.
jus1sec@gmail.com

[eschatus]

You're right.

I think another problem with growing up is that you tend to get narrower in the kind of friends you feel like hanging out with. At least I do. I've known so many people through the years that I tend to rather quickly decide whether a person could become a "real" friend or just a person I know... I've become more selective. When you grow older you generally go out less and meet fewer people too.

I think this might be a sign, heh, from somewhere, that I should become more active again. Involve myself more in the stuff that I'm interested in, so that I get to meet more people and can satisfy my obviously increasing craving for social interaction...

Stuff outside the house.

Thanks for noticing my dark hour and offering your help. I really appreciated it, allthough things seem to have worked out by themselves this time. :)

[facewitha_moon]

Just let me know if you need an 'ear'
take care.

[sabeltann]

You're always welcome here, you know. Give me call if you feel like it.

-B

[eschatus]

Thanks, I know.
And knowing that you're there helps a lot.
However, if I can make it on my own, I will...
If I can't, you're my family, and I will come.
But I won't leave it to fate just yet...
Seems like I still have a couple of cards left. :)

[think4yrself]

*hugs tight* I hope you will find new friends. Your marriage should not be a problem, and I think it's very important to have a social life besides the relationship with your significant other. I don't believe it's harder to make friends the older you get either, at least that hasn't been my experience. On the contrary, I've formed some of my best friendships within the last five years. I feel like the older I get, the better I know myself and what's good for me.

Good luck and lots of love!