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[esebonemachine]

i swear fucking school messes with my fucking mental conditions or something. all summer i dont have a care in the fucking world. now school starts and i start feeling like shit again. so i ask now read no further. i feel like a pussy before i have even typed it. its the begining of the 2nd full week of school, and alreayd i have no motivation.

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[_candidpicture7]

i know exaclty what u mean, i just show it more then you. like for example, people i n the middle of the hallway, i want to push them out of my way and violently shove them into a locker.

even if u dont think u are, people at cec have things in common with you, for instance, me and you have anger thoughts towards other people and what other people laugh at we want to just hit them and tell them to stop being retarted cause its not funny. (forgive me if im reading this entry all wrong) i absolutely hate cec too. i hate it. theres no need for its exsitance, im just excited that i met alot of people that are neat and i actually like, cause i hate most people. i hate everyone in my senior class practically, and to go to cec and be around people i like is what satisfies me.

but, think what u want. just know that others think differently.

[uhhhhhemm]

hey, whats your address again? er i might only need your areacode. i might send you something, depending on how stupid i feel about sending you this thing, because it just might be a very stupid thing, (the thing i wrote you about.)

hmm i think i just confused the heck out of myself.

about your post.. lets just say the outter world doesnt get much better. but you have more choices, bleh, yeah you know.

peace and much love, jackie.
ps. you know how you said to call you sometime, well i like phone calls too:) anytime, dayornight.

[hopeles_faith14]

school makes everyone feel like shit dude. and everyone wants to slam someones face into a locker every now and then.

as for you maturing and friends pissing you off and being immature...i'm gonig through that same thing. alot of my friends piss me off now adays because of the same childish things i used to do, hypicritical of me i know, but i guess just like you said, i'm maturing to some extent... maybe not to you i'm not, im sure im on that list of "retarded shit people pull that they all think is hilarious, just annoys the fuck out of me." list. seriously. i've been wicked gay lately, so if i added to your stress what so ever, i appologize.

CEC... yea all jobs are shitty, but chat it up some more im sure youll be able to kick it with a few kewl kids from there. broaden your mind.

and youll have your license soon enough to chill with cool ppl. have no fear kid... it's just september. september is always shitty, it seems like so many ppl are going through rough times right now.

best of luck ♥

[flynner13]

sup brian-

im sorry things are going so badly for you, i wish there was somthing i could do... its gotta be rough having all your friends so far away, but im here if you ever want to do anything.we used to be good friends right?we had some good times i think.

im sure im one of those people who annoy you, actually im positive, i annoy the sanity outta myself at times, sorry for everything...i hope things get better for you, life is how you want it to be, just remember that.
later
-mary jane

[forbidden_tears]

when i was in school people standing in the middle of the hall pissed me off too.. its just really annoying.. like i said earlier your always welcome out in gardner when im there and i could most likely borrow a vehicle to go and get you too (lol my cousin drives) but one way or another i will get you there at some point to hang out with us because well.. i think it would be pretty fun .. i wouldnt reccomend dropping out of school theres not really that much more time you have your in your senior year but if it turns out being what you want to do then do what you gatta go.. alright well i'll i dont really know what else to say.. ttyl