the easiest thing about dying is doing it. eventually in the long run everyone is going to. finally, there will come a time that your heart and your head will meet together and you'll know that it's time to let go. that there's things out there that can't be seen on this earth and to just release yourself from the body that was your vessel through ( Read more... )

it looks like a snow globe around here today. it's been flurrying off and on all day with no end in sight. someone stole spring, i just can't figure out who *raises eyebrow ( Read more... )

today at noon i got the letter telling me that i didn't get into the RN program. i was expecting it, though sort of hoping that my expectations wouldn't be met. i dunno. i'm thinking that it's a sign from somewhere, exactly where i don't know. i've read on brain lists about parents worrying about their kids with bt's and doing college and all that ( Read more... )

my head is mushy. i don't feel as confident as a i did last semester about grades and how i was doing in class. i've missed a lot of classes and concentration is just getting worse and worse. maybe i'm crazy for thinking i can do this. yet, i have to keep trying, but god does it suck sometimes.

most of you probably have that facination with food of the chocolatly brand. when you think about it, it probably gets you all craving and wanting for the delicious taste and sensations that it gives you. mine are cheese curds. they just melt me. my aunt karen sent me a package today with them in it. TO DIE FOR! savoureux! i love them. i know that ( Read more... )

urgh, tuesday. but, YAY! tuesday. sleeped extra today. i have some major micro that needs to be finished sometime within the next century. brain continues to spin.

people are amazing, in a good way ( Read more... )

a post previous to the this post and one more i mentioned the roof caved in, well it was suppose to be fixed by now. sunday evening this occured and it wasn't just some little spot, but basically the whole area of the kitchen. so since then i've been staying at my mom's and dad's in hopes that they will fix it. hence snow... last night, the night ( Read more... )

-was given change at kfc with two hands and a wink. it made my day.
-the roof caved in.
-mri on the 24th. also mom's birthday.
-rescheduled NET test this friday.
-changed from internet anp to regular anp.
-changed from internet communication to regular communication.
-drugs start 26th.

i'll be the first to admit that i'm a little depressive during the winter months ( Read more... )