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It's that same old cycle...
My post secret:
My biggest motivation for leaving state is that I dream on the last day we hang out, I'll look you in the eye and ask you to come with me, you'll take my hand and we'll leave this all behind.
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How could you forget your yellow bird...
There's no prayer I could say, no advice I could take ( Read more... ) -
"Don't want to save you, you won't even fucking save yourself."
FuckfuckfuckfuckFUUUUUCK ( Read more... ) -
Who needs love? Not me.
That's it, it's over, it's done. He's engaged to his girlfriend of 4 months and I can move on and do shit in an angry fashion.
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A Scale, A Mirror, and Those Indifferent Clocks
Here is a scale. Weigh it out and you will find, easily, more than sufficient doubt that these colors you see were picked in advance by some careful hand with an absolute concept of beauty. They are smeared and these blurs come in random order and they color the eyes of your former lovers. Hers were green like July except when she cried they were ( Read more... ) -
It's all gone --
Hmmm, Prop. 19...if it passes in California, and the system works, it's only a matter of time 'til it spreads to the rest of the states.
19 always was a good number.
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The longer Jamie is down in the States, and the longer I'm out of communication with him, the more I'm finding I don't really mind a whole helluva lot anymore. I went through the initial depression, it ran it's course, and now, over a month later, I find I just don't care anymore ( Read more... ) -
...think I was blind before I met you.
I'm in a strange position. Where, if I look at it as an outsider, a third perspective...it's completely ridiculous. I know exactly what I'd say to a friend, or anyone, really, in the samer position. But, I can't uphold that viewpoint forever...it's too exhasuting. I eventually fall into myself, where it's so hard to ignore the little signs, the ( Read more... ) -
Despondent...
If you walk away, I'll walk away ( Read more... )