Right now, I have this sick feeling in my stomach like, well, to be blunt, I really don't think I am good enough for Dan, at all. I feel that there is someone out there so much more better than me who could make him happier. We do get on amazingly and he makes me stupidly happy but I just feel that somehow I let him down. I've not felt this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that maybe, I just think to much and over analyze things. But then I find, from speaking to people about things that are bothering me that they think the same too and that I'm not thinking what I am thinking for no reason (ie, I'm not being paranoid) and that really I have the correct grounds to be thinking what I am thinking?! ( Read more... )

And to add to that list of resolutions, not drinking as much.

I want to die.

Last night was awesome though. Fear of the Dark ftw!

I love elvis, he makes me so happy, we've had a wicked day together just being lazy and doing not much. It's good.

x x

Ok, it's new years eve.... We're heading to Darrens for the evening and I am kinda looking forward to it but also a little anxious but I am sure that everything will be fine. Generally, I don't like new years very much, but I am looking forward to spending the evening with lovely Elvis and Louise and Nick! I think it will be awesome. Yeah so, I ( Read more... )