well idk things have been getting better i guess... idk mayb its bc i talked to my mom a lil bit and idk i dont feel as preasured anymore hopefully this will last and get much better i mean i still kinda feel the same but in a lil bit of a better mood not as dull...

i think things are getting better bc of the pplz i hang out with and they always ( Read more... )

I make myslef this way

well i couldnt sleep so i went on the computer to chat and stuff lol... well i dont have anything to say... yesturday i hung out with Angel, Nicole, Angela, and Amy... it was fun... hmmm.... yea this is a gay entry.... ummmm... i want to watch secret garden right now!!! i really miss tristan =( ahhh!!!

well i havent really been updating but nothing has really happend... iv just been chillin same shyt...

well i talked to my mom and i kinda told her how i felt and idk she got a lil scared which is y i didnt want to tell her but i had 2... but she kinda understands where im commin from... im kinda happy i told her bc now she knos a lil bit more and ( Read more... )

I feel so selfish!

FUK EVERYONE!!!!!

AHHH 2day was good heheheheh!!! well 2day i went to the mall and got a new cellie YESSS its sexi and im soo excited!!!! then i went out with jess and fusco for a lil bit and and i get a call from my mom tellin me that the lady called bout the jeta i might get and im goin to see it sat!! yay its a 2000 and black and has a sun roof YESS!!! that rules ( Read more... )

ill be waiting a life time for a moment like that

well nothin new has really happend i thing i did good on the english section of the hspa's which makes me happy =) well school sux i hate it!!!

well last night i hung out with jess, rob, bryan, and carmine it was fun they are gangsta lol... idk it was something diff  bc i havent hung out with rob in forever... and i never really hung out with bryan ( Read more... )

well idk lifes been kinda boring same shyt everday and its nothing exciting! but its just something to do... and idk iv just been really good lately and that doesnt get u anywhere! its just gets boring after a while!!! idk life sux right now...

well 2day i took the math section of the HSPAs and i did horrible but idk im not really disapointed in ( Read more... )

i think i need another break from everthing! like i want to be by myself for a lil bit... i say that all the time but it never works out that way bc the next day im out... idk i really need time to myslef and just clean and get my thoughts together and idk mayb try and understand myself bc like i really cant live like this i mean it fustrates me ( Read more... )