In the past three days, I have felt randomly, yet naturally high. It's really fantastic. Everything in the world seems understandable, and quite entertaining. There are many factors that could possibly lead to these phenomenons. I hope they continue ( Read more... )

fuck luck. it's for pussies.

Have you ever met or heard of those people who had a dream and achieved it? A real dream. I feel as though these people are few and far between. I don't personally know of anyone who has accomplished their "dream." I think the reason is because it's entirely too difficult (well, for most people). Most of us are too fearing or lazy to really do ( Read more... )

I have had a nice interim between school and the beginnings of summer. But, it's time to have some productivity in my life, again. I start working tomorrow morning at nine until three. I am moving my clothes and particulars to my grandparents this weekend. By moving, I mean take one trip there and unload for less than 10 minutes. It shouldn't be ( Read more... )

i miss vandy. i really do. its been three days, and i want to go back. i hate the work, but i adore my kids. life is so much different at home. don't get me wrong, i'm so excited about this summer, but i really miss my friends at vandy ( Read more... )

Keeping everything in perspective is so much easier than worrying. Today was a fantastic day. four more nights at vandy.

I start working on Monday?! Crazy, but it'll be fuuuun

I always knew that I am a conscientious person, especially when it comes to doing well in school. However, I never knew how much it truly affected me. Today has shown me how nervous I can become due to studying and the overwhelming stress of school in general. My neurotic attitude causes me to reach semi extreme levels in acting out. This is not ( Read more... )

No more questioning, just doing.
Doing doesn't require thinking.
It's nice.

What a strange night. Strange conversation and decisions made. But so human. So real. So wonderful.

I love to smile.