i can't concentrate and i don't feel like studying. i effing hate coag.
it's dark, i'm going to bed.

this morning, i woke up with the windows open and birds chirping. my dog cuddled up to me and behaved like someone else's dog (a good dog). i called my dad and we talked about baseball for a while. then, i went down to the central west end and had lunch outside. it's such a cute little neighborhood. we were in the shade and fed little finches ( Read more... )

dear jean,
instead of trying to pay attention in your boring class, i'm reading my email and shopping online.
my new argyle cashmere cardigan comes friday. $38 including shipping.
bite that.

xoxo

i'm kind of happy as a clam. i'm laying in my new bed, listening to loveline streaming on a new laptop, with my dog by my side. i don't really need too much else.

...i just realized that i don't have sheets to fit a queen sized bed.

fuck.

i have been scrubbing my home all night. top to bottom. and it's nearly spic and span. new mattress comes tomorrow.
the only thing i'd like now is if the retards downstairs would turn down their stupid video games.
i really enjoy feeling like i'm living in downtown Tel-Aviv even at midnight.

...it's not that i'm trying to sleep right now, but i would ( Read more... )

i have some serious buyer's remorse.
kinda.

today, i just bought a new mattress approx 800 dollars.
yesterday, i spent nearly 200 on shoes.
last weekend, i bought 100 worth of scrubs for school.

and i just paid my tuition bill, 1300.

oh, and rent was paid yesterday.

i'm feeling a little overwhelmed.
still need books, too. 
FUCK.

when i give my dog a bone she really, really likes, she sprawls on the floor on her back, legs spread, fat puppy tummy exposed, and chews for hours. she hardly moves at all. just lays, completely vulnerable, happy to chew her bone.

sometimes, when she meets someone she really likes, she'll lay like that for a scratchin, too, just beggin for a belly ( Read more... )

i got this fancy new wireless connection on my laptop. now, i connect anywhere there's a signal, instead of mooching off someone else's ( Read more... )

i have 20 minutes to kill at work before i can go. i really don't want to do another thing the rest of the week.
my right leg is feeling really weak and the left side of my face feels like it's dragging.
i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally don't want to go through this again.
i missed out on so much last summer. i missed going to mexico. i ( Read more... )