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[esolicnine]

wow depression>>>> we know its been lingering around me and im gettin kinda worse i was ok for a while but now its catching up with me again and it sucks i remind myself you cant help who you are unless you hate yourself enough to do something about it but i dont hate myself enough and i wish i hated myself more and well id do something if i hated

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[ndlss_nghtmares]

court..i know what i said earlier might have hurt your feelings.. but i really didn't mean to. i know it came out bitchy, and i didnt mean it to. how other way can you ask that question without saying it bitchy but not meaning it? i really feel bad that i hurt your feelings and i can't stop thinking about it. i'll call you sometime after your driver's ed and hopefully we can hang out this week. its so unlike us to not hang out.. cept for what.. 4 times these whole 2 and a half months!! thats crazy!!!! you know what you need? we need to go to breezy lake and.. ive been craving starbucks for the past 3 weeks.. so when chris is back, ill have him take us 2 there and that'll cure your sadness. i really miss you courtney =( my mom was saying the other day how i never hang out with you and its so unlike us.. and i always want to hang out with you.. but your always busy with your life too. my dad was asking me the other day "wheres your friend courtney?" they always ask that.. and i always say "with her boyfriend" and they go "why dont u do

[rushloser2112]

cort your frieken insane to think you dont ave fiends seriously scome on we always wanna hang with you i told you before id rather hang wiht you than anyone else and thats the truth. I dont knwo how you cna think yo dont ahve friends cause where always here all the time you watch thatll all change when scholol starts i promise

[death2all88]

well i will always be your friend no matter what you decide to do with your life i will always support you and your decisions so if you ever think that no one is there one one cares just think of what i said and relise that there are people out there that care about you

[esolicnine2]

god strikes everyone that oposes him
he smiles apon those who adore him
god has his ways of making life unbearable
you just need to look for the people in your life that make it worth living and push the people that bring you down away