Lately I have been a bad person, I don't know. I guess we all have our bad times but these moments don't speak of us as a person. Sometime the bad emotions get ahold of us and we....I am sorry if I offended anyone I truly feel sorry and bad. I just wish I had the pefect personality. Displacing anger/sadness isn't fair to anyone. Control, I wish I ( Read more... )

I am such a girl, I need to buy a chi soon, I don't think this metal hair straightner is good for my hair. Speaking of hair I still need to set up my appointment with a hair stylist. Grr, I still don't know how I want it cut, I have to find a stylist that cuts goths/emo kids hair!! I am so worried. I think I am going to apply to Hot Topic this ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||||||||||||| 66% Orderliness || 10% Empathy |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||||||||||||||| 63% ( Read more... )

My tummy is full and I am a happy Panda.

I have to many online journals, it is rather tiresome to update them all. I feel exhausted, this is finally the last of my rounds. The days seem to becoming together rather nicely and making a brillant paiting. The painting which is a monet is beautiful from afar, yet a like all Monet's when you get close it is a mess. So frantic and spuratic are ( Read more... )

Well, my "emo" cycle is over,I don't even know why I get over emotional once a month. I guess, I have ovaries. Well, school is about to be over for me, next week is finals week, which will be a walk through the park. Rachel's birthday was yesterday she turned 14, I am so exicited for her, I got her a pony. I told Rachel what Foie Gras was yesterday ( Read more... )

Uncertainty is the greatest fear known to man. Why am I left here doubting myself. A sigh of disbelief is what I feel, I don't know anymore. I guess it comes with the territory.

Who would have thought that cotton would have been so much fun to play in. Well of course when the white substance is stacked 100 ft high you tend to tresspass to get to it. It was so wild, 100FT of COTTON + a few other thing sticks and such. Rachel and I totally conqured the cotton pile and had so much fun. Well i did at least, she totally didn't ( Read more... )

Gah, I was such a whiny bitch. I complained to much when there is so much out there that is clearly worse then my present day predicament. A lesson in being content is what I have learned. Lately I'm just happy about everything going on in my life. I am really liking being content with the present!!! Happiness is the best! Oh yeah, Jealous much ( Read more... )

"So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, off guard. Red handed now im far from lonely, Asleep I still see you lying next to me, so deep that it didn;t even bleed and catch me ( Read more... )