growing up?

[esperanzadeluz]

also known as
getting the fuck out?

I want
Delusional
I believe I can cure it all for you, dear
Coax or trick or drive or
drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thought
I can magically heal you

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to rescue

Sleeping Beauty

Drunk on ego
Truly thought I could make it right
If I kissed you one more time to
Help you face the nightmare
But you're far too poisoned for me
Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber
That I could actually heal you..

Sleeping Beauty
Poisoned and hopeless
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you

Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
And hiding from some poisoned memory

Poisoned and hopeless
Sleeping Beauty
played at my fucking funeral

It's a beautiful song.
That and "With you in your dreams" by hanson.
that's Holly and I's funeral song, we've decided that.

oh fuck
I'm so tired.
I miss everything the way it used to be
and somehow, when I'm with him
everything is fine
it's a perfect world whenever I'm there........
I really care for him
*sigh* and there's still that someone
loser boy
a real motherfucker
he killed me
like anthony kills cigarettes on his ankle.

"I'd sell my soul
my self-esteem for one dollar at a time..."

***************
RAWR, I'm fuckin gone
goodnight