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the return.
I havent made a serious attempt to use this journal in YEARS ( Read more... ) -
stuck.
looking at him i fall to pieces ( Read more... ) -
HIM.
HIMhe doesn't know i still cry for him
my eyes can fill wells for him
emotional as i may be
i still love him
and i can't find a way to just let go
i wish he'd just show
that he loved me back just once
so i wouldn't feel so stuck
on a love that i had no luck with
could he just be there for me?
as i was for him.
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September 10th, 2012 : 12:08am
Ive started writing this in hopes one day you'll get to read it. In hopes that you'll care about me finally. In hopes that you'll wonder what happened to us, and what i felt. Hoping that maybe one day you'll confess the truth. About me about our relationship. These days i dont know what to feel anymore. Im crying alone ( Read more... ) -
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theres something that i miss from writing.
the some little intricate piece of me that misses the story of life
and how day by day things can change & emotions make simple things complex.
the drama reacting to things beyond control.
all in all theres beauty in it
but when do you have the time to stop and reflect
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i was really lazy to post an entry tonite but i promise i got you tomorrow..
but i wanted to post this...i think its really important & breaks me down to a science.
i took a quiz on facebook, about what is my biggest weakness
&& these are my results :
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i havent updated in forever, but i promise you my loyal lovelies.
i will update you with all the drama, love & semantics that are
filling my life.
i'm at a different point in time now, a realistic & objective point.
a no time for bullshit or broke niggas point.
new perspective indeed.
be patient.
i love all of you.
i promise. -
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follow me on twitter until, i comeback to updating my livejournal.
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im unhappy..
and i dont know where to start.
AGAIN.
[hiatus]
i need time to think, collect myself.
& comeback to the ashli i once knew.
i keep searching for her, to only be distracted
by the troubles of my times. im just utterly...fed up. -
*tasteless temptations; gifts from god.
I guess this will be the new title to the fashion that i see that is utterly breath taking. fashion peices that make a statement or are supple and glamourous. i am not a fashion major nor have i ever wanted to pursue a career in fashion. but i live and breathe it as a new york city child. i'm a clean cut girl, whom has in her past has hid ( Read more... )