When I started high school, I couldn't believe that I was going to have to stay in one school for 4 years. Come to the same place, see the same people, do the same things. It felt so confining and so repetitive. I suppose that in these 4 years the repetition has become comforting and now the thought of leaving it is very frightening. I know I'll be fine and that nothing bad is going to happen and that there really isn't anything to be afraid of except for change, wich should be good, right?
Change happens with or without you. If you sit stolidly in the middle of the road, you'll just get run over. I must admit that college is mildly inviting after spending my time with the sme people that have the save conceptions of me after so many years... But I'm scared off my ass about leaving it all for something I don't know.
I am overly obsessive. To be honest, it may be close to addiction. And in hindsight it really makes me so goddamn upset with myself that such trivial things can take over my life, yet i can't help it.
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damn he looked good in an apron.
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Last year someone played footsie with me, and I sweated a new ocean
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When I started high school, I couldn't believe that I was going to have to stay in one school for 4 years. Come to the same place, see the same people, do the same things. It felt so confining and so repetitive.
I suppose that in these 4 years the repetition has become comforting and now the thought of leaving it is very frightening.
I know I'll be fine and that nothing bad is going to happen and that there really isn't anything to be afraid of except for change, wich should be good, right?
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