let me be free!!!
i cut myself again....well at 8:50 am i did. i still didn't bleed, all i saw was a lil' spec of blood....i guess i'm sorta ok now....but safety pins don't cut it anymore.....it's not cutting deep enough...i guess i'll need a vegetable knife or a steak knife.....i wanted to spend as much quality time with jeff, but some how he made it a point for me to stay home while he went out with his friend some where that takes two hours to get there, and staying an hour at the place, and then two hours back. He always makes a point for me to tag along with him, he never argues with me about going along with him! I guess i deserve it...i haven't been the nicest of person these days.......GOD DAMNED WRIST WON"T BLEED!!!! I'm feelin' drained.. and rather exhausted from all this mess....