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[esprit_frappeur]

003. smells like death

the hospital is a horrible place; it smells like death in here. my plans have been thwarted by the a cancerous polyp in my father's butt. i sit here in silence to give moral support to my mother who frets and worries and frets and worries and frets and worries. the silence here is frightening

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[djkissesboys]

<3

my mom has melanoma. she's known for a while but didnt tell me till a month ago. she got it taken out on friday. it'll be ok, baby.

[esprit_frappeur]

he kinda sprung it on me like it was casual.

"what did you do while i was gone dad?"
"i blah blah blah blah blah blah. and i have cancer"
"wtf?"

[silawenyai]

I hope everything turns out okay... that sucks. I'm not much of a praying person, but you and your father are in my thoughts.

[esprit_frappeur]

that always works too

[rascacielos_]

i will pray for you father, emmy.
and i will pray for you too, to give you strength that i know it is hard to find in yourself when you need to give it to other people.
i really miss you, you know?
i work thursday, friday, saturday and sunday but i never go in until 5:00. we could go get lunch and spend the day together.
i want to take you up on the "let's hang out and talk about life" idea.
you're amazing emmy.
and in regards to your other entry, i will always see you soon.

[esprit_frappeur]

lets talk about sex baby. lets talk about you and me.

[rascacielos_]

okay, either sounds good.
sexyy

[___instereo]

g'luck. really.

[esprit_frappeur]

thanks.