Tell me no one is trying to break into my mind trying to find out who I'm having a crush on.

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Multi-level dreams, ever had them? Fuck, it's scary. And my dream that I dreamt I was dreaming was that my senior had suddenly quit, and I was so torn, and the activity that she joined was having training at the same time as us, so while we were having a break I went up to her to ask why she quit, and we had this long talk about everything and then there was some commotion and then I woke up.

And then we had training, and the same thing happened, and she quits, but I didn't manage to talk to her, and then I was so torn I wasn't even training properly anymore, I had no joy, no more playfulness. And the one day I saw her in school, and I was running up to her to ask her why, and then I woke up.

Bitch, this is the second time I've had a dream about this, and I don't even talk to her that much. But. Ugh.