Comments | essencedespair: Dreams are dashed by the likes of reality.

essencedespair

Dreams are dashed by the likes of reality.

Aug 16, 2005 11:35

I dont know how to start or what to begin with. I have problems. i dont do enough for people. i waste my time on this computer... and its come to my attention that i need to change.

I had a fight with my mom. over stupid stuff that just escilates into the end of the world. usually we argue about someone doing extra stuff, then it grows into all the ( Read more... )

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plasmabomb August 16 2005, 14:49:28 UTC

MATTHEW, YOU NEVER FAILED ME.

You're a great friend and I love you so much for that. I want to talk to you again. I don't want you to lay broken and deafeted, becoming a slave to work - murdering every hope of sunshine in that head of yours. I swear to god matt, I'm going to do everything in my power to make you happy.

Don't become blinded in your mother's demands and wishes. Set away some time for chores, for work, some personal time. If you organize your time and your priorities then life will be much easier. Do your chores, do work around the house, do enough to please your mother, but please make at least a little time for us every once and a while.

Stay strong, okay? You never failed anyone. Don't give up. We're all right behind you and you god damned well know it. <333

thaisaxchik08 August 16 2005, 17:19:42 UTC

i agree with kitty.....but i am at a loss for words as i am not good with them...

you didnt fail anyone babe....you actually help me....

and hello...computers ARE alot of people's reality...look at bill gates...

anyways...i agree with everyword kitty says and feel like a whore because im to stupid to come up with someting like that....

but i love you anyways

♥

thaisaxchik08 August 16 2005, 17:13:33 UTC

.......

your mom can shove it........

wow i mean really........

gosh......

just gosh.......

BAH

*grumble*

hey coolryan18 August 16 2005, 18:11:19 UTC

hey matt. listen dont give up alright. this is one of the ways you keep in contact with your friends on here. dont stop talking to them because they do care about you. your mom sounds like a jerk, shes the one who needs a reaitly check. im sorry to say. dont give up on your dreams and life and talking to your friends. im here for ya whenever you need to talk.
~Ryan

essencedespair August 17 2005, 06:38:08 UTC

Im sorry guys... i know its unfair, and i know its selfish... to sacrifice myself and all of you, but i just want the fights to stop. you guys don't know what i see and feel. just walking past her or being near her makes my stomach sick. she never speaks to me with an additude, a snobby tone, or yelling. it makes my mind sick, it just... eats at me ( ... )