New Poem
Written below is a poem. i wanted to vent, but it came out differently. Just another sad poem. gotta love em. death and all. Enjoy i guess. Ill make another, more of a tears lemme cry one.
"Help Me Die"
Hidden deep inside
away from all to see
lies pains
beyond any degree.
For far too long
i've carried this load,
Now i feel,
like im about to explode.
My head spins
with all this thought,
every word
leaves me distraught.
Torn inside,
losing my pride,
i step aside,
with no where to hide.
Never seen me try,
wanting to cry,
the rope i tie,
will help me die.
The burden is heavy
pulling at my chest,
a gaping hole
that gives no rest.
Stress pulls me
down to the floor,
the pain isnt something
i can just ignore.
With no way to vent
but to write my pains,
I try to figure out
how to release the chains.
Torn inside,
losing my pride,
i step aside,
with no where to hide.
Never seen me try,
wanting to cry,
the rope i tie,
will help me die.
never impressed
you broke my will,
i lead a life
i'll never fufill.
Every fight
scars my mind,
then the scars
remain confined.
I grab the knife
and make a mistake,
for its my life
i'm about to take.
Torn inside,
losing my pride,
i step aside,
with no where to hide.
Never seen me try,
wanting to cry,
the rope i tie,
will help me die.
I know
We will never be the same,
I know
that i'm the one to blame.
I know
life will never be the same,
I know
that i'm the one to blame.
I am the one
who carries this shame.
For i am the one
that is to blame.
A tug on the rope
i step off the ledge,
blood on my wrists
from the razor's edge.
The blood drips
My neck snaps,
the world slowly
seems to collapse.
Maybe this act
will make you cry,
knowing your the cause
of my suicide.
Never seen me try,
wanting to cry,
the rope i tie,
will help me die.
the rope i tie,
will help me die.
I Love You All.
<3 Matthew