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essencedespair

The Road Never Follows A Straight Path, Theres Always Dips, Curves... Detours... Dead Ends......

Nov 06, 2005 02:56

I have to say i was havin a good weekend. i feel i deserved it. i dealt with shit. i deserved my share of joy. so i take it. fuckin come home to hell. hell to a new level.
mom came home tonight... fuckin thought she would be home tomorrow. i was out with john and steve... and john says as we pull in our drive "is your mom home?" sure enough, she was ( Read more... )

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thaisaxchik08 November 6 2005, 08:03:16 UTC

that quote matt, is STUPID okay?

that is probably the most negative thing i have ever heard in my entire life! everyones here for a purpose everyone has a purpose okay?
and dont think that you dont matter because you do.

i know that your mom treats you like shit, but that doesnt mean you can treat yourself like shit.

just try your best to stay on her good side, as hard as it is. im having to do the same thing. its difficult, when you know that they are in the wrong, but you still have to keep good terms with them, and if they still treat you like shit, then you still have to try and keep on good terms with them, just until you can get away.

i love you matt, and you do matter

katy

essencedespair November 6 2005, 08:48:57 UTC

I screwed up!

I never WAS on her good side, now im further from it.

I cant ever be on her good side... shes hated me for over a year now. how can i just... make her care? she never forgets about all the things she cant stand about me... and in the same hand never gives credit where credit is due.

In easier terms, she remembers all the wrongs ive done and never appreciates my goods.

OR

I will never be on her good side.

thaisaxchik08 November 6 2005, 12:27:51 UTC

but you have to try!

just do what you think she wants you to or what you know that she wants. i know it seems like giving up, but you really arent.im not saying to try to like her or get her to like you, just be on terms with her to where she or you wont explode in each others face.

she needs to be more forgiving, and she thankful and someone needs to tell her that too, though. so dont think that i am harping on you. i dont agree with anything she is doing/has done/will do to you its awful and she is a monster, but as long as you are living with her still you are going tohave to obey her rules whether you want to or not...

plasmabomb November 16 2005, 14:24:57 UTC

*giggles* Dear, I say the same thing to myself all the time. But I don't use it as a tool to get myself depressed. Instead, I laugh hysterically every time I hear it.

Why? Because the message it's sending is so true - Yet, in order to be happy, we need to succeed in our own little world. We need to just fuck the rest of the world and win in ours ( ... )