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[essenceofmeanin]

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 4/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life

Comments

[roque_clasique]

"Sam, I know you're never gonna get this.

"I wanna yell at you. I wanna hit you so hard you're gonna feel it next week. I wanna tear you a new asshole, Sam. I think it's a shit move on your part because ... because you know, and I know, that I can't finish this. Not the way everybody keeps tellin' me I should.

"You're selfish, Sammy, and you always have been and that's... that's my fault. I know that. But if I ever see you again I'm gonna. Gonna...

"Shit, I can't even joke about it.

"But I wanted you to know that I don't blame you. This... everything, it's too much for anybody. I thought I'd be mad as hell but I don't have time for it anymore. I... I can't. And 'cause I'm never gonna get a chance to say it again I'm gonna tell you one last time that you're my brother, and I love you. No matter what."

CRYING.

[essenceofmeanin]

oh man, i cried writing it!

*HUG*

[tabaqui]

Jesus. The last battle, and then God coming and Castiel realizing it's the end in so many more ways than he thought it would be.

The rain of blood, Dean *knowing* and trying to hide from knowing, Sam just gone, and no real goodbye, Dean calling his phone and the phone ringing in the trunk.....
*sobs*

Just - so damn good.

[essenceofmeanin]

oh dude, i straight up cried just writing that scene, it was crazy. <3 <3 *hugs, hands you a tissue*

[essenceofmeanin]

don't worry, i cried too!

maybe a psychic birthday fic?