found my password again ( Read more... )

this will be my last transmission for a long time ( Read more... )

i realized today that i won't get by on my looks or physique ( Read more... )

so i guess i was a little negative last night. i am not apologizing, it's my journal. today at work i had these dark depressing thoughts about how life is pointless, and then all of a sudden i stopped thinking about it. the dark depressing thoughts just vanished. it was weird, but i was/am in a much better mood. i still realize the futility of ( Read more... )

you want to know what my life is comprised of ( Read more... )

my insulin pump broke today ( Read more... )

it's easy to say that my life has been a disappointment ( Read more... )

went to boston this weekend with three quarters of my family ( Read more... )

goddamn me and my stupid dependence/alone complex that leads me to say the stupidest shit ( Read more... )

i throw love around like its going out of style ( Read more... )