i wish i could say what i mean
and mean what i say.

i'm not as sincere as people think i am. i do talk to people to try and get them to like me. i am nice, but i am nicer if i think i can get some ( Read more... )

i want to have a son and i want to name his oswald, so i can call him ozzy ( Read more... )

i think aaroneous might be joining us for PA.
Another Thundersquad adventure is brewing.

went to aaron's this weekend. played pong and smoked friday night. me and matt were members of teamo sensitivo because of our livejournals. melissa had tissues for us. we also had a pretty kicking fire, but it was mad cold, so we didn't visit it too much. smoked saturday afternoon, yayo and smoke saturday night. not going to get into the habit of ( Read more... )

a bad mood is impossible to turn off. it slowly fades away, kinda like a foot falling asleep ( Read more... )

movie night with jill tonight. we watched new york minute, and like all movies i have disdain for, i made fun of it the whole time. unknowing that jill liked it so much, i think i pissed her off with my comments. i'm sorry. my cynicism is too much for myself sometimes ( Read more... )

i talked to a crow today, when i outside having a cigarette ( Read more... )

as i start to descend the hill, i start my familiar habits. when i walk along the sidewalks, i count steps. every new slab gets a new count. i end up counting in my head. one. one. one, two. one, two. i always avoid the cracks, i don't know why. i am awfully superstitious about certain things. when i eat, i have to face a certain way. i cannot ( Read more... )

if analysis was disease, i'd be chronic and fading fast.