oh, no-no. it doesn't matter.

[essere_amava]

i actually miss having a schedule--the blocked out squares of time where i knew i could count on things. that way i could afford to be spontaneous and do stupid things. but now, i'm being pulled in fifty different directions and trying to get some handle on what i remember normalcy was my first two years in high school. it's like banging my head

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[elizaveta]

I don't know, I miss being friends with boys so much.

[essere_amava]

me too! it's just all of the boys here understand only two words: penis and sluts. and seeing as i don't fall into either category it's pretty hard to have any sort of platonic relationship. which is definitely all that i would want. maybe if i turned into a drunk slut they'd like me....hmmm?