There are a lot of things about this life I do not understand. How come only the evil corupt people get all the power? You can no longer choose the good person anymore, just the lesser of the evils. Why does the world always seem out to get us? It's as though now matter how hard we try, it's never hard enough. It's the lucky bastards who ( Read more... )

What wondrous love is this ( Read more... )

Hm.........I know that I should write something, but I don't know what to write. Maybe something prophetic, or maybe something so utterly simple that even the most genius of men would not be able to understand it. I could write something symbolic, or analyze some point of my pathetic existence. I could critize the world in which I live, or I ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I'm having another down day. Goodness I HATE winter. I need some spring and FAST. I'm just so depressed. Dad left early this morning. He's gone for two months this time. I really wish I could get out of this slump. Oh well. I know this isn't that long or wonderful, but it's something. Till whenever.

Have you ever just sat there and wonder if you really alive? I mean it. Do people really notice you at all? I wonder that sometimes. There are many days that I feel so insignificant and that I don't really matter to anyone. I feel like I can fade away and I really don't think anyone would notice or miss me. I don't know why I feel this way. ( Read more... )

click for a random deep thoughtHave you ever stopped thinking and forgot to start again? Oh, and why do people park on driveways, yet drive on parkways? And how do we know there's not life intelligent life in space when the best we can do is send a toy to Mars that gets lost only days after landing? There's got to be intelligent life out there ( Read more... )

The past week's been pretty bad. I started school last Monday. My classes are actually enjoyable. However, I did find out that I overdrew on my bank account. Needless to say, once more I tried to get out of my own mess by myself, and once again I made things worth. I had a huge fight with my parents and I literally went off the deep end. Last ( Read more... )

It is FREEZING outside. It barely even made it to 23 degrees today. It's so awful. I didn't know I could get this cold. I am ready for summer! I'm ready for the sun, sunbruns, lightning bugs, crikets, baseball, sweating, swimming, two in the morning star gazing with Princess while lying on the warm pavement on the hill behind my house. I'm ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend's here finally here! Yay! Today was a snow day so I had a house full. My sisters did not have to go to school, so they enjoyed harrassing me instead. It was a cold dreary day today, perfect weather for sleeping, which is pretty much what I did till my boss called me into work. That worked for me, because my beloved mother was ( Read more... )

Well, another year has come and gone, and school is drawing nigh. Ugh! I hate State. I don't know if I can put my feelings of disgust into words. I just really HATE it. Oh well, at least I now I have a class schedule and an advisor. I get too take two history classes, one english lit class, and a cultural anthropology class! Yay! Four ( Read more... )