Went for a walk to the park with Warren and the dogs. It started pouring. We took shelter on the side steps of the Middle School and watched the streets flood for about half an hour. We ran back. It was nice. Different. I enjoyed it even though it was freezing and wet, and windy and stormy. I picked up a couple of story ideas.
I've started taking Welbutrin again. It's helping a little. Took Zen to the vet for refil on his antibiotics. He's gained a pound. I'm glad for him. Went to the store and bought assloads of moon pies. Ate cornbread and milk. I know my life is boring. This is me. This is my boring life.
I actually painted something today. I've been depressed recently. Yesterday I had a breakdown. Zen is actually acting like a dog now. It's great. My sister came to visit. My brother and father too. I hung out with them for a while. Saw Xmen 3 and Cars. They'er both good movies.
I've been down recently. But not too down. Not depressed down. Just down. Not exactly unhappy but I feel like I'm missing something. Maybe it's just nerves about when the family gets here
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