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I am not usually a depressed person. Sure, things make me sad or upset and its on my mind for a few days but I don't ever really feel down but today when I woke up I just had this bad feeling. Part of it has to do with the fact that we start classes tomorrow. After a summer of crazy times and having nothing to do but stay out as late as I want and ( Read more... )

So in a week its back to the reality of college. I don't want this summer to end, it has been incredible! I have to say that its the best summer of my life(even tho I said the same thing about last summer)People are starting to move in so that means more people to meet and more fun! This past weekend was pretty crazy, already met a few cool people ( Read more... )

Whoever said being single sucked or was no fun.....hasnt lived in my life!! hahaha ok its not THAT great but its way fun. I use to have this complex where like I felt I wasnt complete or wasnt myself if I wasnt in a relationship. But that has changed so much lately. I finally have a group of friends that arent engaged, or tied down. I can go out ( Read more... )

Some parts of life are going up while others are going down. By going down I mean that I am becoming more and more broke by each day. I got a call yesterday from the bank telling me that my accound is over drawn. So I get online to check this out cuz I know I havent really taken any money out lately and I find that on the 6th apparently I took out ( Read more... )

I was gonna hold off writing til the 10th so my entries would appear in order but I am bored right now. Nothing to even write about really. I can not even believe it is August already. This summer absolutely flew by! But of course it would because I have been having an amazing time! Working has sucked in every way possible, I definately did not ( Read more... )

It is going to be one helluva reality check when classes start in august. I am enjoying waking up whenever I want, somedays going to work, other days doing nothing and staying out all night. I just better live up the next month and a half that I have free I guess ( Read more... )

I have a few days off from work so I decided I should probably spend my time at home. It hasnt been too bad, I really dont care too much for this town and the people but I love my home and thats all that matters. Thankfully its been nice out so I have been sitting by the pool getting some sun. I hung out with Jordan last night. We went out to some ( Read more... )

ok now my jouranl is just making me look retarded! obviously it put the newest entry in as june! Anyways....I am done writing in here til sometime in june when my computer finally gets its freakin dates right!!! mother bitch! grrrr

Until about June....19th my journal will be very messed up so any journal enteries will not be posted up here so much but rather down there--> yea so if you are thinking I am not writing in here I am its just that my computer is gay and had to go and put in a journal entry for june so now I can't add anything after it...well I can but its back in ( Read more... )