Has a boyyy

[estelendur]

The Esty, she has a boy again. His name is Alex, he is innocent and adorable, and I seem to have developed a commitmentphobic part of my brain which I am trying to make shut up. He is theoretically okay with me failing my will save versus shinyness of other boys, which is aiding in the shutting-up-my-brain

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[hazel_faerie]

which boy is this? Cuz I remember you talking about three of them >.>

[estelendur]

haha

He is the boy I had dinner with on Friday.

[leeby]

...okay, now your head injuries are freaking me out a little. Are you going to get a scan or check-up of any sort?

Also you has a new boy! Maybe your brain wants to approach relationships casually this time/at the moment and that's why it's being commitmentphobic?

[estelendur]

Yeah, my head injuries are freaking me out a little too.

Yes, new boy! I like him very much and it upsets me that I am intermittently freaking out. I also worry that maybe I am getting attached to him too fast (although in my defense I have known him since September which makes by far the longest time between meeting and dating for any of my relationships, although not the longest time between meeting and kissing ever in my life) because I am already very affectionate-feeling. :/ but oh well! I like him a lot and he is cute and he thinks I am cute and he is sweet and smart and at the moment I has a happy and for the moment that is what matters! :D

[estelendur]

If by next week I'm still having headaches and dizzy spells I'm going to go back to the doctor and probably ask to be referred for specialist examination.

[leeby]

Okay good...